Well it's CD4 again... *sigh*

I haven't had the heart to update. I'm pretty devastated. Especially considering I decided to give in and get a conception reading and even paid instead of waiting for a free one. This was my reading:
Hello Ashley,

 I started looking at the cards and they were all pointing to you finding out you're pregnant within the next 2 weeks... When was your last AF? I also feel that you will be having a girl.  Delivery method will be vaginal delivery that lasts 13 hours. I do not see any problems with your pregnancy OR delivery. I feel you will be delivering mid May and it will be a VERY rainy day! Your daughter will be healthy and require no medical assistance after birth. You will have some heavy bleeding from what I am feeling but they will be able to get that under control within a few minutes. Just take it easy and remember to take your folic acid! 

Please let me know if you need/want clarification on anything. 

Thank you!

-Amber

AF showed later that day.

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm depressed and feel like I don't know if I can do this anymore.