CD 28 -10 DPO

Af is definitely on her way according to my chart and cramps. :( So defeated.  If I didn't want a child so bad I'd be done. :(

Hurt..

Jay added Kaycee to FB tonight. While I know he says he doesn't care about her, I don't understand why he needs to even acknowledge her. I swear if I have done all this for him and he does something stupid... I dont know what would happen. Ughh I wish I had someone to vent to.

CD22-4DPO

So FF changed my O-day to the 18th. Not sure how I feel about that. So I was planning to test the 3rd and there would be no point now since my AF will be 2 days later. Ughh.  IDK. Chart and PM attached.

Reading from Cheri22

"They are showing me a girl and they relate her to NOVEMBER so this is either birth month, conceive month or the month you find out in

They are they showing me a girl who is always going to want to do things according to plan. Shes always going to be highly organized and often knowing what is going to be happening and how things need to be taken care of. I am seeing her as someone who is always going to be good about getting others involved and then getting things completed on time. Its one of her biggest pet peeves is when things are not working out. You will find her to always have this really big clip board that she has with all of the information about what shes doing, what needs to happen and how things should be taken care of. Making her own little check list and trying to ensure that everything is going according to plan.

They are showing her having a little younger brother and shes often telling him what to do too.. For the most part, he humors her, is always going to try and do it the way she wants, but after shes no longer paying attention hes quick to do it his way and how he would like it to look.

Shes always going to have her hair just past her shoulders, but I am seeing her more times than not, putting it up into a pony tail and away from her face. Shes about making sure that its efficient more than anything and not so time consuming.

When to comes to marriage i am seeing her closer to 23. They will have two boys of their own.

When to comes to career paths, they are showing her linked to working in real estate"

CD19-3DPO

Decided to put my effed up temp in from CD17 because my chart looked stupid without it. So officially 3DPO and that should be reflected tomorrow.  Today is the day I'm suppose to get my reading from Cheri22. I hope I get it before bed so I won't be up all night wondering. Reread my reading from Amber and saw she said mid-May delivery.  If it by some miracle happens this cycle my EDD is May 14th. Maybe a little hope left. We will see.  Chart attached.

Cd17

Positive OPK'S continue. Jay was in a bad mood because his football team lost last night so he wasnt interested in BD'ING sadly :-( hopefully the bd'ing 3 days before helps *sigh* Major cramps on my right side right now. Probably ovulation.  Discarded my temp this morning. Stupidly got up and peed then took it. Oh well. Opks(7am and 6:00pm) and chart below.

CD16

Positive OPK this evening :) Ovulation happening soon ! Hoping beyond hope like usual that this month will be it. Still planning to do a progesterone test in a week. Hopefully I'll be able to and that will at least verify I am in fact ovulating. Here's the OPK and my chart thus far.